Current obsession

I choose to believe that Shane is playing this song for me...

He was the DJ at Village Station (now called S4) in Dallas, and I would go to the DJ

booth to request off the wall songs, or something attention grabbing, and SOMETIMES he'd look up

and smile at me. I was 17 or 18 years old and even then I thought he was the most beautiful man

I'd ever seen. I never thought that he'd walk in for a haircut when I was 30 years old and end up my boyfriend.

He made up for never playing the songs I requested back then.

xoxo SW.

-Ryan

Madonna - Till Death Do Us Part

Funny how some songs just come back to haunt you.

I remember listening to this for the first time when I was 13 years old,

hoping I wouldn't, but somehow knowing I'd find myself in this situation one day.

Oddly enough, I've been both the pro and antagonist.

I've avoided this song for a while. It's found me though, popping up in random places...

mostly on my ipod, but its made me listen to it again nonetheless.

Our luck is running out of time
You're not in love with me anymore
I wish that it would change, but it won't, if you don't
Our luck is running out of time
You're not in love with me anymore
I wish that it would change, but it won't
'Cause you don't love me no more

You need so much but not from me
Turn your back in my hour of need
Something's wrong but you pretend you don't see
I think I interrupt your life
When you laugh it cuts me just like a knife
I'm not your friend, I'm just your little wife

[chorus]

They never laugh, not like before
She takes the keys, he breaks the door
She cannot stay here anymore
He's not in love with her anymore

The bruises they will fade away
You hit so hard with the things you say
I will not stay to watch your hate as it grows
You're not in love with someone else
You don't even love yourself
Still I wish you'd ask me not to go

[chorus]

He takes a drink, she goes inside
He starts to scream, the vases fly
He wishes that she wouldn't cry
He's not in move with her anymore

He makes demands, she draws the line
He starts the fight, she starts the lie
But what is truth when something dies
He's not in love with her anymore

You're not in love with someone else
You don't even love yourself
Still I wish you'd ask me not to go

[chorus]

She's had enough, she says the end
But she'll come back, she knows it then
A chance to start it all again
Till death do us part

Madonna - Skin