"Just one kiss on my lips was all it took to seal the future. Just one look from your eyes was all needed to be certain. Once upon a time, there was a boy there was a girl... Hearts that intertwine they lived in a different kind of world..."
Friday, September 24, 2010
Solo.
Posted by Ryanmad at 1:01 AM 4 comments
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
18 months.
"In the blink of an eye everything could change, say hello to your life, now you're living... This is it, from now on its a brand new day, it was time to wake up from this dream..."
Posted by Ryanmad at 11:25 PM 2 comments
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Shane
I'm not sure if the events of this past week or two have just gotten me into a funk or if its Shane's birthday or the anniversary of... that day... I'm overcome with grief.
Posted by Ryanmad at 12:47 AM 2 comments
Labels: Life Love Death, Shane Williams, Sobriety
Thursday, September 9, 2010
La La...
And what we'll do for it
Two walk through the fire
And just go through with it
To cancel your doubt
And fly into the sun
To go without
And feel like you're the lucky one
The mad things we do for love
We're caught in the world of life
I just had the strangest dream
We won't get to do this twice
The madness of love
And where we'll go for it
To travel the world
And lose control for it
To give it away
And never hesitate
Just knowing one day
It will reciprocate
The mad things we do for love
The heavens are falling through
I'm caught in the world of life
There's nothing that I can do
It's a mad mad world
All the things you make me feel
It's a mad mad world
Had a drink so I could forget
It's a mad mad world
All the noise inside of my head
It's a mad mad world
I would never change this moment
It's a mad mad world
All the things you make me feel
It's a mad mad world
Had a drink so I could forget
It's a mad mad world
All the noise inside of my head
It's a mad mad world
I would never change this moment
Posted by Ryanmad at 10:13 PM 0 comments
Onward.
This past week has been so emotional for me. I moved my home... again.
Posted by Ryanmad at 12:36 AM 0 comments
Friday, September 3, 2010
I'm sorry
Can feel me?
Can you hear me?
I've told you everything.
I've held you, I've kissed you.
You're never far from me now.
My thoughts leave me confused.
As they did when you were here,
Deafening silence,
Trying to figure it out.
Nothing but a knowing look,
Telling me everything was okay.
Words escaped you.
Were they important at all?
Were they necessary?
I'll never know.
Put the pieces together?
Shame on me for fogging my brain.
I can't remember,
The way they really were.
They way things really are.
My heart still aches for you.
My mind still lives with you.
But,
My life goes on.
I just wish you were still here to see it.
Maybe you are.
Forgive me, my love.
I never meant to leave you.
But you left me, too.
I just never thought it would be forever.
Posted by Ryanmad at 12:04 AM 0 comments
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Sometimes I am really happy that I about being grown up. I enjoy my life more now (at 33) than I ever have.
Older, wiser, slimmer, prettier, sillier, sharper, smoother.. and progressing all the time.
Things can only get better. :D
People who dread their 30s are fools! ;)
Posted by Heather B at 8:44 AM 1 comments
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
i tried to be a mess, i tried to be the best...
Posted by Ryanmad at 11:42 PM 1 comments